Wednesday, February 6, 2008

two

today's the two-month mark of my dad's death. weird. what's the most weird is that i can't cry. i miss him constantly, and i have moments of terrible sadness, but not a tear will fall! i may have to watch The Notebook just to open the floodgates. i can always count on that movie. crazy, huh? that i have to watch a movie to bring on the tears. you'd think i would just be able to think about my dad and they'd come. i think it's a physiological problem. and what a strange one.
i miss him so much.

1 comment:

Kristi said...

It'll come at the strangest times...atleast it does for me with my aunt (still, after 17 years). Know it's not the same by any means, but all loss has some similarities. Lean heavy on the Lord and know you're in our thoughts and prayers! And know your dad was an AMAZING man who is missed by ALL who knew him!